There's a reason for Hope

It's a Tuesday morning full of snow yes I live in Illinois I truly enjoy all four seasons..family has always been so important to me..sometimes I wonder if I ever will find someone to be my partner in crime..well my life has been like a roller coaster..it seems like people or pets that I have took for granted neither runaway or passed away..please don't feel sorry for me. I guess over all that traumatic experience I have learned that everyday I have to live life like it's my last breath..people might say moving on its difficult their right.. I always say" unless you walk in my shoes please don't judge me..cause we each have a different journey or story to tell...yet at this moment I am not ready to give you guys all my secrets yet.. I am the type of person where I have to get comfortable before I start talking.. Yes I am a cat lover so beware I treated them like my babies if u can believe that.. On a Tuesday night in November my family and I was visiting my grandma at a nursing home like 20 miles from our house, the unexpected thing happen to us when we went to McDonalds driveway in Pontiac,IL for supper.. My dear mother was grabbing her food and all of sudden we heard a kitten meowing by the trash can under the bushes..it's a chilly night of course my mom has a heart of gold. She always had a weakness for cats and people in general.  My brother Alex quickly walkout of the our car grab the gray and white shaking kitten and she became our pet before Christmas..And sadly we all felt in love with her the moment we met her.. On the way home we came up with the name Micky.


It's a Saturday night. I met this boy name Jordan.. He had a great personality and talked without a breath it seems like.. Looking at him made me have a flashback of my child in China at the orphanage.  And that my folks is my next story!!